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a shot on my guitar



shutter speed: 1/500sec
lens aperture: f/3.2
focal length: 7mm

sounds like a pro *grins*

well, sweet 23rd dec, i am proud to be a capricorn.



ok, wat's special today? we went to cinema to watch the long waiting kung fu hustle. lunch in kajang, tea in starhill, dinner in my house (yes, we cook!)


i like to give credits to nice peoples, so i rewarded myself a canon powershot a75 for being good in 2004.



sorry to mum for having a hardtime 23 years ago.

met a lot of l33ts today. i was alone in mosti (minitry of science, tech and innovation) joining the their meeting bout revamping the network infrastructure in the area. lota tech guys went to the meeting (it was a real tech meeting). jaring was there, hitachi was there, cisco was there, the meeting is short, its only like 30minutes and actions is taken right after the meeting - everyone went to the server room and do their stuff, installing huge firewalls, huge stacks routers, nice freebsd servers, nice raid/scsi devices. no stupid words nor moves. learnt a lot today.

and uhmn.. i got 2 job offers anonymously. attrative salary, almost 70% more than i have now. i'm bugged.

1, renew my driving license asap! gonna put here as a reminder!


2, mappy coming on jan 15


3, renew road tax before end of feb


4, clean up my house b4 cny


5, buy a good price ticket to macau at airasia b4 april


6, look for a part time/full time MSc and decide b4 june





shit, its 715am, gonna go.

visited a friend in the university hostel, there was a session talking bout lateral thinking, it was quite interesting actually.

<@lilith> woi
<@lilith> ask u guys a question
<@lilith> u r driving a car
<@lilith> its raining
<@lilith> u pass by a bus stop
<@lilith> then u saw 3 ppl is waiting for bus
<@lilith> 1 is a old man who is dying soon
<@lilith> 2nd is a doctor who saved ur life b4
<@lilith> 3rd is the one u admired
<@lilith> if ur car onli can fit 1 ppl, what would you do?
<@daric> admired
<@lilith> lol
<@daric> direct go hotel fuck just say
<@daric> ppl life die no my business
<@daric> hehe
<@daric> u ?
<@lilith> giv the car key to the doctor to pick up the old man, me pui the gal wait bus
<@daric> ya hor
<@lilith> u soh hai

result is disappointing, 2 girls saved the old man, 13 guys picked up the girl (im one of the 13) ;p

well, girls talk bout their plans: marriage & babies.

Start of #sandakan buffer: Mon Dec 18 19:24:06 2004
* Now talking in #sandakan
<@MAppy[away]> ui alan apa macam lama tak c
<@A|an> ya long time no c plz
<@A|an> very busy these days
<@A|an> how about u, hows life
<@MAppy[away]> u always bz 1
<@MAppy[away]> sux
<@A|an> how sux
<@A|an> wei
<@A|an> u got msn?
<@MAppy[away]> msn i got geh but seldom on it
<@MAppy[away]> jacechin@Hotmail.com
<@A|an> jace wah
<@A|an> tiu
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> wakakaka
<@MAppy[away]> diu u back
<@WeiZe> jace
<@WeiZe> i tot jass
<@WeiZe> or jess
<@WeiZe> ...
<@MAppy[away]> coz u sin ga
<@WeiZe> yawor..
<@A|an> hehehhe
<@A|an> why u so wai one
<@MAppy[away]> hahhahahaha
<@MAppy[away]> suppose u;re the 1
<@MAppy[away]> not me
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@A|an> so wat u r doing now ah
<@A|an> studying?
<@WeiZe> map study?? gao wahh
<@A|an> then cho ma kai
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@MAppy[away]> gaming n laying
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@A|an> linc
<@A|an> still wan to play until when ah
<@MAppy[away]> ehh
<@WeiZe> ppl wait for marry saja
<@MAppy[away]> play till get my dip
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@A|an> ya lor
<@A|an> better fai d find a man then get married la
<@MAppy[away]> diuz
<@MAppy[away]> i wish 2
<@MAppy[away]> any intro?
<@WeiZe> haha
<@A|an> i got manyak choices for u here
<@A|an> like buffet
<@A|an> next time u come i giv u the buffet list
<@MAppy[away]> ok pls
<@WeiZe> haha
<@MAppy[away]> wait for me
-MAppy[away]- nex month im goin 2 kl! but shhhh! cant let any1 out thr 
  know
<@A|an> wtf
<@MAppy[away]> get redy ya buffet
<@MAppy[away]> lol!
<@A|an> u come here for wut
<@A|an> ........
<@MAppy[away]> for shopping :X
<@A|an> i owez ready ok
<@Flubber^-^> !ping
<@MAppy[away]> ok plss
<@MAppy[away]> around 15th
<@A|an> lanc u still dun wan to find a job ahhh mahaii
<@MAppy[away]> dun wan
<@MAppy[away]> unless ade part time
<@A|an> then find a man 
<@MAppy[away]> but sdk em heng
<@MAppy[away]> so how 2 find
<@A|an> either a job or a man
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@A|an> lol
<@MAppy[away]> finding
<@WeiZe> ...
<@MAppy[away]> loL!
<@A|an> last time my dad office so many old gals looking for man
<@A|an> so cham
<@A|an> muahahahhahhaha
<@Ah^kA^> hi
<@WeiZe> haha
<@MAppy[away]> im getting old 2
<@WeiZe> alan : jiong zhao ha
<@A|an> gals young then guys court gals, but if gal old liao, gal need 
  to court guys liao
<@MAppy[away]> thats y now so lou lik
<@A|an> muahahahhaahhahahhahaha
<@A|an> weize: aunties ok?
<@WeiZe> ngiao
<@A|an> some aunties not bad oso, but aunty still aunty
<@A|an> lol
<@WeiZe> auntie more experience
<@WeiZe> lol~
<@WeiZe> u nvr heard "shuk lui" meh
<@A|an> no thx
<@MAppy[away]> thats y girl hv 2 find a man b4 age goes 2 27
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@MAppy[away]> else have to use net 2 catch fish
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@WeiZe> map : kiak kiak naik..alan hao dap sui
<@A|an> mappy u 30 soon geh la
<@MAppy[away]> he always dap sui i know geh
<@MAppy[away]> gao l la
<@MAppy[away]> if me gona 30 still here
<@MAppy[away]> u ban kick
<@MAppy[away]> nono
<@MAppy[away]> is akcik me
<@A|an> yiu mauuuuuuuuuuuu
<@MAppy[away]> lol!!
<@Flubber^-^> !ping
<@A|an> ok
<@WeiZe> map : soon bah..approx pls
<@A|an> i bet with u
<@A|an> if u 30 still here
<@A|an> u owe me 10 years lunch
<@MAppy[away]> i will on msn instead of irc
<@MAppy[away]> loL!!!
<@MAppy[away]> :X
<@WeiZe> hahaha
<@A|an> linc, time flies mannnn
<@MAppy[away]> if dabalik u owe me back!!
<@A|an> if i login to irc 1 time every month
<@A|an> i login 12 times = 1 year
<@A|an> then if i login 120times u r 30+ liao
<@A|an> muahahhahhhaahhaaha
<@Flubber^-^> !ping
<@MAppy[away]> blerrrr
<@MAppy[away]> time memang past fast if look back
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@A|an> ui next month u go with who
<@MAppy[away]> elva
<@A|an> again?
<@MAppy[away]> wat again
<@A|an> she not going with u meh last time
<@MAppy[away]> thats Miu
<@A|an> oh
<@A|an> u 2 onli?
<@MAppy[away]> ya
<@A|an> so i need prepare how many set buffet? hahahhahahaha
<@Cyn[away]> ui... alan.. I NEED one too!! 
<@Cyn[away]> hahaha 
<@MAppy[away]> lol y dun wan?
<@WeiZe> i tot u flight again
<@MAppy[away]> cyn meh 3 sets lo
<@MAppy[away]> rnr
<@MAppy[away]> ade yu mai u gai
<@MAppy[away]> dun worry
<@MAppy[away]> rnr
<@A|an> cyncyn: wtf
<@A|an> cyncyn: ur college tai ba la
<@Cyn[away]> oh.. hahaha... u memang so ji mui... muaks u map! 
<@Cyn[away]> alan.. my college mmm ngam me.... 
<@Cyn[away]> all pun ngan gok gou bah
<@Cyn[away]> haha 
<@A|an> u wan those ngan gok dai one kah
<@A|an> ok lets c cyncyn n mappy who get married 1st
<@A|an> n elva oso
<@A|an> muahahahahahahahahaha
<@WeiZe> i bet map is da last~
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@Anth0ny_H0pkins> hola
<@MAppy[away]> blerrr
<@MAppy[away]> last or 1st is ok
<@A|an> linc, dun tell me u 3 gals 30 oso dun get married heh wah
<@MAppy[away]> but laogong must nice
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@MAppy[away]> f u la
<@MAppy[away]> curse u back
<@A|an> muahahahahaahahahhaha
<@WeiZe> muahaha
<@MAppy[away]> my target is around 25-27
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@MAppy[away]> 2 old marry em good ok
<@A|an> impossible ok 25-27
<@A|an> now u oledi how old liao
<@A|an> 22 kah
<@Cyn[away]> deli
<@WeiZe> count down 
<@MAppy[away]> belum oK!
<@MAppy[away]> still 21
<@WeiZe> count down 
<@A|an> muahahahahhahahahahaahhaahahaa
<@Cyn[away]> alan u jgn curse gao us heh wak!!!!!!!! 
<@WeiZe> 4 more year
<@A|an> cyncyn: so watttt
<@bao_pei> !ping
<@A|an> cyncyn got how many yrs left
<@A|an> 1,2?
<@A|an> * Cyn[away] sets mode: +b *!*@219.95.225.1 -> i tot u ban me 
  heh wahhhhhh
<@Cyn[away]> deli!!!!! 
<@Cyn[away]> wat ohhhhh
<@Cyn[away]> hahahahahahaha
<@MAppy[away]> loL!!
<@Cyn[away]> i mana berani ban u wak!!!! 
<@Cyn[away]> ahahahhahahahahah 
<@Cyn[away]> madet....
<@A|an> how i know u ahhhh
<@Cyn[away]> i still lama to go bahhhhhhh
<@A|an> u gals mad liao gila one
<@WeiZe> 4 year so fast de...
<@A|an> which gals is the eldest ahh? among u gals
<@MAppy[away]> im youngest k!
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@MAppy[away]> not including ahva la
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> miu issit?
<@WeiZe> muahahaha
<@bao_pei> !ping
<@WeiZe> :x
<@Cyn[away]> elva oldest! 
<@Cyn[away]> hahahahahah 
<@bao_pei> later bah
<@bao_pei> waiting
<@MAppy[away]> miu? ya mayb her height n looks :X
<@Anth0ny_H0pkins> aisk 
<@Cyn[away]> not including miu lah
<@Cyn[away]> hahahahah 
<@A|an> impossible heh wah, u gals 25 marry
<@Cyn[away]> i tidak cakap i 25 heh wak
<@A|an> frankly wat you think the best age for u gals to get married sin?
<@Cyn[away]> i 27 or 28 guaaa 
<@Cyn[away]> ngai sat.... bf pun tiada... cakap apa marry ohhh 
<@MAppy[away]> i said 25-27 kua...
<@A|an> <@Cyn[away]> i 27 or 28 guaaa <@MAppy[away]> i said 25-27 kua...
 - wtf??? u gals really planned!!!!!?????
<@MAppy[away]> sure la
<@Cyn[away]> have to plan laaa.... really ada bf tat time baru sorn mehh
<@A|an> muahahahahhaahhahhah
<@MAppy[away]> eh sum guys so suka early marry ok
<@A|an> gals onli dream bout gettin married
<@WeiZe> oh gui later map next year pregnant gao hoi not marry oso cant
<@A|an> eekkekekkekekekkkee
<@MAppy[away]> curse u la weize
<@WeiZe> lol~
<@Cyn[away]> <@WeiZe> oh gui later map next year pregnant gao hoi not 
  marry oso cant<@---- siapa heh the dad pls! 
<@WeiZe> i wont pregnant
<@A|an> <@Cyn[away]> i 27 or 28 guaaa  <@MAppy[away]> said 25-27 lok  -> 
  so how many yrs old sang baby??????
<@Cyn[away]> sang baby cannot too old wak... 
<@WeiZe> cyn : go to ask the mom lor~~
<@Cyn[away]> but dunno mau sang or not
<@Cyn[away]> hahahaha 
<@A|an> ....
<@MAppy[away]> sang bb ofcos if can b4 28
<@A|an> wtf??? u planned when to sang baby too??????
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@Cyn[away]> 30 31 still can sang mah 
<@MAppy[away]> old liao got "gap" wo
<@MAppy[away]> rnr
<@A|an> 28-32 sang la
<@A|an> after 32 kenot liao la
<@MAppy[away]> haii
<@WeiZe> y kenot geh?
<@MAppy[away]> ade bf 1st la
<@MAppy[away]> ma de
<@A|an> but nvm ok, ade tube babies now ma
<@MAppy[away]> bf belum ade
<@MAppy[away]> think about bb sudah
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@Cyn[away]> YA LAH
<@A|an> cincai pick 1 in the street la
<@A|an> tiu
<@Cyn[away]> now we pun tiada bf 
<@A|an> cincai pick 1 in the street la
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@A|an> cincai pick 1 in the street la
<@Cyn[away]> kenapa cakap till so jauh oh!!! 
<@MAppy[away]> pick aso pick from LENGJAI geh
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@^^ZaLiANA^^> hai
<@Cyn[away]> Alan u get ready some guys for us 1st lah
<@MAppy[away]> use money buy from him
<@Cyn[away]> ahahhahaha 
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@A|an> go those duck shops pick la then
<@A|an> go those duck shops pick la then
<@^^ZaLiANA^^> asalamualaikum
<@MAppy[away]> ya if they r lengjai i dun mind
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> ui map..edwin not bad..quite lengjai lah
<@A|an> hao lin oi lar mappyy
<@MAppy[away]> n aso healthy geh
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@A|an> ya plz
<@WeiZe> :x
<@MAppy[away]> itu doh jia
<@WeiZe> muahahaha
<@Ah^kA^mi33^bOy^BoY^> hi
<@MAppy[away]> ade fate du ade geh
<@WeiZe> ppl not bad mah..
<@MAppy[away]> em su an min keong
<@A|an> tiao
<@WeiZe> handsome
<@A|an> fate wah
<@A|an> u watch too many movies ok
<@WeiZe> got body
<@WeiZe> ngiao..
<@MAppy[away]> i always believe in fate ok
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> heh wor..
<@WeiZe> man man wait ur fate then
<@A|an> .....
<@MAppy[away]> weize then u go transexual n cow him la
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@A|an> if u wait ur fate then u need to wait till 40 yrs old lor
<@MAppy[away]> ofcos i will
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> well i enjoy my lifestyle now
<@WeiZe> lol`~
<@A|an> ada fate u oso mau lit liao
<@A|an> muahahahahahahahaahhaa
<@MAppy[away]> nahhh
<@MAppy[away]> u nv know my fate 2
<@MAppy[away]> who knows tmr ade
<@MAppy[away]> loL!
<@Cyn[away]> uinah
<@A|an> u tmr got fate i owe u 1 year lunch okkkk
<@A|an> u tmr got fate i owe u 1 year lunch okkkk
<@WeiZe> as wat i say loh..map terus pregnant and marry next year
<@A|an> u tmr got fate i owe u 1 year lunch okkkk
<@WeiZe> who know~
<@Cyn[away]> gid l ohhh alan!
<@nOt^A^gO0D^bOy^> !!ping pls
<@A|an> muahahahhahahahahahha
<@Cyn[away]> map u apa macam esok pun must cincai find one wak
<@MAppy[away]> u baru gao dai sum1 geh stomach n get marry la
<@WeiZe> uiui..map we gap mai tomolo
<@Cyn[away]> hhahahahaha
<@WeiZe> cheat gao alan lunch
<@WeiZe> lol~
<@MAppy[away]> tmr i terus call lao n pak wif him
<@A|an> ....
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@MAppy[away]> pak 1 day aso suen pak
<@A|an> then i willing to treat okkkkkk
<@MAppy[away]> u owe me 1 year lunch k
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@A|an> cyncyn u in kl now or wat
<@MAppy[away]> weize wana have free lunch wif me?
<@MAppy[away]> lol!
<@A|an> but sdk so hard to find guy mehhh
<@MAppy[away]> i give u half year free lunch
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@A|an> sdk sooooo many guys la tiuuuu
<@WeiZe> yawor
<@WeiZe> yawor
<@WeiZe> come come agogo~~
<@Cyn[away]> alan.. im in kk now... going back kl in jan 
<@WeiZe> now terus loh
<@WeiZe> don wait
<@A|an> how many yrs to go ah cyncyn
<@Anth0ny_H0pkins> so bored lah !~~
<@Anth0ny_H0pkins> diu
<@Cyn[away]> one more yr plss... 
<@A|an> hao lin c
<@Cyn[away]> next yr final yr liao.. 
<@A|an> u how old 1
<@Cyn[away]> finally wak.. 
<@Cyn[away]> i 1 yr older than map jek 
<@Cyn[away]> hahahaha 
<@A|an> ui map, cyncyn younger than me ahh?
<@MAppy[away]> ofcos la
<@A|an> me dec 1981
<@Cyn[away]> ui alan u how many yrs older than itu jace oh?
<@Cyn[away]> hahahaha 
<@A|an> 23 soon
<@Cyn[away]> oh... u 1 yr older than me laa.. 
<@MAppy[away]> uiseh happy bday soon wo
<@A|an> u oso dec bday mehh
<@A|an> ya plzzzz
<@A|an> bday soon plz
<@A|an> 23rd dec, present plz
<@WeiZe> huakz
<@WeiZe> alan
<@MAppy[away]> tat day give u a muaks
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> my colleague at tat day too
<@A|an> hao lin c, i wan more than that ok
<@A|an> weize: gal or guy
<@WeiZe> gal
<@A|an> wah
<@Sandakan^Singer> meow~
<@A|an> i remember then gracy yee oso 23 dec one
<@WeiZe> huakz~~
<@MAppy[away]> more than that then free u 1 sok 4 weize
<@WeiZe> tat snake?
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@WeiZe> map : ah pui yee oso tat day goh..
<@A|an> siapa pui yee
<@WeiZe> map's childhood
<@||D3p^D3p||> leng lui
<@MAppy[away]> yamer?
<@||D3p^D3p||> leng lui
<@MAppy[away]> duno about it
<@MAppy[away]> :X
<@MAppy[away]> long tie no contact wif her zo
<@MAppy[away]> i js knw my frens in sdk all ciaoz liao
<@MAppy[away]> f betul
<@A|an> ya lor
<@A|an> u oso ciaoz ma
<@MAppy[away]> me? gona ciaoz gua since all ciaoz
<@A|an> ciaoz to where
<@MAppy[away]> sumwhere i duno yet
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@MAppy[away]> but will go kk 1st
<@MAppy[away]> MAYBE la
<@A|an> weize: of coz
<@A|an> map: kaki ciaoz liao oso good ma, so can concentrate on sewing 
  web to catch fish
<@MAppy[away]> sdk waste ma time
<@MAppy[away]> sew aso go kk sew
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> map : actually sdk da best pls
<@A|an> hao lin c
<@A|an> ya
<@A|an> sdk is the best plz
<@WeiZe> nah
<@WeiZe> c
<@WeiZe> alan oso agree
<@WeiZe> peace..
<@WeiZe> i like peace
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@MAppy[away]> so we're nt best geh have 2 leave 2
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@WeiZe> until i oso cant find the gals
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@A|an> if u go kk, u kenot fight with those whores ok mappy
<@MAppy[away]> at least thr more guys
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@MAppy[away]> :X
<@A|an> hao lin oi
<@MAppy[away]> tiada then go lain tempat cari k
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@A|an> dun rebut those kk guys with cyncyn
<@A|an> cyncyn sew in kk, u sew in sdk ok
<@MAppy[away]> dun wan!
<@MAppy[away]> sdk no bugs cum 2 my net
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@Cyn[away]> YA LAH!!!! 
<@Cyn[away]> i so sing ku di kk liao.. u still wanna come here rampas 
<@Cyn[away]> hahaha 
<@A|an> u see, her react tells it all
<@A|an> muahahahahaha
<@MAppy[away]> hgaahahahha
<@Cyn[away]> yes pls 
<@Cyn[away]> ahahahahahha 
<@Cyn[away]> kl oledi tak dpt... 
<@Cyn[away]> kk is my only place heh wak
<@Cyn[away]> ahahahaha
<@MAppy[away]> nvm
<@MAppy[away]> u di likas
<@MAppy[away]> i di kk
<@MAppy[away]> em same ok
<@MAppy[away]> rnr
<@Cyn[away]> like tat oso can ?
<@Cyn[away]> ahahhaha
<@Cyn[away]> brb 
<@MAppy[away]> ofcos wak
<@MAppy[away]> mao li yiu u eat sai all areas at kk ge ma
<@A|an> tiao
<@A|an> u can eat sdk by areas ok
<@A|an> m1-m4 u eat all la mappy
<@A|an> then m4-m8 giv elva
<@MAppy[away]> lol!
<@MAppy[away]> no wo
<@MAppy[away]> we r old
<@A|an> so wat
<@MAppy[away]> sdk left many below 20 geh
<@MAppy[away]> haii
<@A|an> yiu mauuuuu
<@A|an> like zoeee la
<@A|an> cincai find 1 cc boss then kau dim
<@WeiZe> oh lin i meh exinct?
<@MAppy[away]> cc boss ade loupoh gf
<@A|an> or find those restaurant or shop boss la
<@A|an> jadi 2 lai la tiu
<@A|an> cincai ok
<@MAppy[away]> diu u la
<@MAppy[away]> like tat i rather em gar!!
<@MAppy[away]> its ok no guy
<@A|an> linc
<@MAppy[away]> jui doh tak han go giu ap
<@MAppy[away]> lol!
<@A|an> em gar hou cham one wohhh
<@A|an> 1 ppl gu ling ling
<@A|an> no baby giv u play
<@WeiZe> ji mo nai nai lah~~
<@A|an> muahahhhahahahhahhaa
<@WeiZe> lol~
<@MAppy[away]> play fingers la
<@MAppy[away]> lol
<@A|an> u old liao fingers oso chau sai pei lor
<@WeiZe> huakz~..can buy timun ok
<@MAppy[away]> nvm la
<@MAppy[away]> ade gu yi yuen
<@MAppy[away]> they so need me
<@MAppy[away]> loL!
<@A|an> gu yi yuen? u tot u 3 yrs old ah?
<@MAppy[away]> diu
<@WeiZe> lol~~
<@MAppy[away]> i mean i go ling yong 1
<@MAppy[away]> u said play bb ma
<@A|an> tiu
!end of #sandakan buffer

now i can understand why girls wan marriage that desperately.


"thats y girl hv 2 find a man b4 goes 27"> - <@MAppy[away]>

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i hate working in IT, fsck work.


i hate overloading. fsck unplanned shits.


i hate bad raids, fsck /dev/ed0


i hate inconsistency, fsck 31.29; 191.2; 191.4; 29.1


i hate late nights. fsck.

why always me? fsck me.

i didnt eat for 12 hours. went to work at 8am and went back at 11pm. sick, thing really goes wrong terribily to the client. the revamp of their entire network caused almost every applications crashed in the server room. well, was standing in the cold server room for more than 5 hours, no food, no water. too busy to feel the empty stomach.

i planned to write the detailed but im too tired to continue.

if there is a possibility of several things going wrong, the one that will cause the most damage will be the first one to go wrong.

if there is a worse time for something to go wrong, it will happen then.

if several things that could have gone wrong have not gone wrong, it would have been ultimately beneficial for them to have gone wrong.

anything that can go wrong will go wrong.

if anything can't go wrong, it will anyway.

if you perceive that there are four possible ways in which something can go wrong, and circumvent these, then a fifth way, unprepared for, will promptly develop.

if everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.

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went to mastic for a meeting on jst (japan science and technology agency)'s webapp evaluation. i was really bored and i said "tiu....", there was 2 chinese there and they overheard it, they look at me. strange, haha, i don't know what they think bout me, but im sure they felt something.

i don't know since when i get used to speak a lot of bad words in all my converations. but this habit does bring me lota fame. and my habit influenced a lot of peeps and groups. when i go to colleges, people talk to each other politely, too polite i must say. its like everyone are pretending to be good and hiding the real face behind. but hey, i never say polite is not good, i respect polite peoples. but i can't stand people having dual or tri-personality. and its hard for me to not to be myself. i dont know bout others.

but honestly, my point of view, if you able to say the word "tiu" or whatever bad word you know infront of your friend (not at back), that's a good sign showing that you're really care/close to him/her and no communication barrier exist or to be worried. i like talking to people who sounds like themself, and dare to speak.

ok, talk bout how my "tiu" influenced a lot of people. i remember most of my classmates in school greet each other starting with a "woi mahai". i remember my collegemates saying "jibai! xxxxx" when they have idea to raises. and now you can heard those "tiu", "fsck", "mahai" around my office. even talking with seniors. i'm kinda proud that we able to build the bad culture that fast (wtf?!). i guess people learn bad things really fast. so, people, respect nice peoples. its hard to be nice.

well, the funny thing is, few friends i know likes the way i speak the word "tiu", especially when i ommited in a low tone, they said the word "tiu" come out from my mouth doesnt seem like vulgar word at all. the "tiu" make them felt comfortable (wtf?). haha, i appreciated their compliments. fungyee, you like the way i say "tiu" right? hahahaha

ok, one bad habit too, when i get really bored and stressed. i will take a deep breath and ....

"tttiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"

or "dddiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaooooooooooooooooo" or

"maaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiii" or "fssssssssssssccccccccccccccck" or any single bad words i know.

it was spoken in an extremely low tone and it lasts for 4-10 seconds, depends.

that really helps like smoking a cigarette. released most of of my boredom/tensions/frustrations.

try it, maybe it works for you too. ( ehh.... but not in a meeting or infront parents ^-^ )

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december, my favourite month of the year, the month that the world wrap up the year. time names the person of the year, presses print highlights of the year, interesting papers usually come out in this month.

i'm high on life.

my ex spent few days staying in my house (hotels are bad for her). ehh, now my house is cleaner than ever. bler. we need more ladies here.

struts + spring + hibernate is really cool, i'm digging deep into it now.

and uhmn.. finally, oracle bought peoplesoft in a 10B deal.

today i got 2 surprising calls. one from ks who just came back from maldives (again) and another one from my ex who coming to kl soon for a reroute to europe. ok, ks asked me to go for dinner in soul-out which is some where around my office. and my ex asked me to hangout with her in the weekend.

i went to soul-out. its my first time there, that place seem a bit strange to me, the design of the sound barrier is really bad, you can feel the echoes around you. the ground floor looks like a really lousy mamak stall whereas the upper floor seems like a good dining place but the echoes was really annoying. oh, i didnt know peggy was there too, i didnt met her for bout 2 and half years since she went middlesex. and she's a junior SAP R/3 system support now, cool. never know she'd get into that line.

we had not enough there and we went to the RUSH club in eastin hotel. we ordered a jug of beer, you know what, that's most probably the most expensive jug i've paid in the year. it's almost 70 dollars, just a jug of beer. that's fscking stiff.

btw, the RUSH club isnt that great at all, if compared to the best club in sandakan, the renassaince (now known as sabah hotel)'s amadeus, i think amadeus is way better than rush in the sense of luxurious, environment, service, and the quality of the live band. and they dont charge 70 dollars merely for a jug of beer. err. however, one interesting bit on rush, the gents' room is cool, you can see-thru the aquarium and watch the movement of the girls in the ladies' ;p

anyway, had a nice conversation with peggy just now, never know she's a good drinker.

its almost 1am, agh, dont feel like want to work tmr.